Sunday Reflections

I’ve been blogging for almost 3 years now. (2 months on this blog) And recently I was backreading and I realized that I had quality entries before. The transformation from before up until now is phenomenal. I had so much pent up emotions before. I admit, I was bordering Emo-ship and well while back then I didn’t see as such, reading some of the entries today I just laugh it up. I’m not going to give you the url of the old blog (just because I’m to shy or rather, its not pertinent to who I am now) but what I will do is provide you with a snippet of one of the first few entries I did have. This was actually part of my 2nd entry:

25 Dec 2006|02:58am -“So I endured a painful Christmas. But i wasn’t a wet blanket mind you, i still joined in our Christmas games. (yes, we had Christmas games this year) Even sang for my family despite not being able to hear anything. If I had a cam kanina, I wouldn’t have been taking pictures. Nothing struck me as something worth capturing. It all seemed, cliche already. It seemed like it was one of those things that will always happen, has happened or is happening over and over and over again”

EEEEmmmmoooo… but I was going through some tough times and well, it was well worth it, I guess.

Now for a more quality entry.

Lately I’ve been succumbing to BVs (Bad Vibes) all week. (despite having one of the most awesome things happen to me!) I don’t know what’s up with my melancholy mood. I try to be happy most of the time. (and come to think about it I am most of the time) But, sometimes I just can’t shake off the blues.

But I sure am glad that work is great and great co-workers. The BVs sometimes just roll of my back when I think about it. But there is just something lacking. Maybe time to rediscover my faith all over again?

I’m reading sinfest again btw. LOL. Good Sunday Morning to all.

*edit* I also am working on either a new blog banner or a new blog concept all together… here’s a quick look at the concept…